What on earth am i doing man? Did nothing more than Class assessment for maths and .... nthg else i guess....
And whats wrong with my tagboard... haiz..
Yesterday, i was watching Smallville and boy was i beginning to HATE it! Lionel Luthor became his bad self back. I think Lex knows that Clark is Superman. And Lex is seems to be more evil. The show just gets darker and darker! I hate this kind of things one. Haha... i want the Luthors to be good, Clark to noe that Chloe noes he is superman and a happy ending. Argh!.... haha... -wierd huh-
The net is one evil being man. Hahaa.... anyway...learnt that one can really tell a Singaporean from others thru the english he uses. Haha..... Singlish.... try speaking singlish in a chatroom and a singaporean can tell that ure singaporean without u telling him he's singaporean. What's funny is that I did a compre on Singlish and the speaking of proper English just a couple of days back lah!
Been listening to songs ever since kim told me abt ares. Haha.... which is why i think religious wise, i m falling. My foundation's breaking again..... argh... anw, i'll try mend my ways now. ARgh.... hate this man..... anw, FIR has the coolest songs lah. Followed by Corrine May and then Keane.... den comes Jay and sylvester lah... haha..... anw... eternal loop song oso good sia... =)
better start work now lah. Dun think i can sleep coz got a lot to do. Haha.... read hocks blog and he says he finished hw for next week le. Wahlao... so fast... haha.... den tmr i got cuz wedding to go to.... and i want to watch the School of Rock finals tmr.... haiz.... dun think i can lah.... Dun seem to be able to do what i want to do lah. Haha.... lacked self-control i guess..... argh...
Anw,learnt abt thumbdrives and 3G handphones and Gmail from someone i dun even noe lah.... haha.... =)
The use of proper english.... how can i start using it in my blog sia? Quite hard u noe. Its like when i go into blogging mode, i'll blog like this. Grammer, full sentences.... standard English... slowly i guess...
Better off this devil-in-the-form-of-a-pc and start chionging my stuffs. Poems? I find it cool if i noe how to write poems...... wah... liddat i spend my free time writing poems man...
Soon... and hope tag-board will be back in business...
Saturday, July 30, 2005
Thursday, July 28, 2005
Haha....
If u dun blog for 4 daes in a row, ur readership will decline..... tts wat i found out. HEh.... well anw, no time to blog these few days. Haha... finally it has happen to me huh? Hopping to other ppl's blog, seems like i'm the only one like consistently blogging... =P
Anw, i started to write down the things i do on an hourly basis starting frm 2pm onwards to see how i m spending my time... hhaah... may sound ridiculous but it helps lah-- physically seeing the hours i have left b4 i have to go to bed.=)
Seems like i do have a routine that i follow almost everyday. And to think that i lived life as it is... anw, went to religious class yesterday and learnt another life lesson... that one who do things TOO carefully(like scared this go wrong and that go wrong) ... tend to not get much things done..... haha... so perfectionists like me do take note of this yah!
And today, for the first time in my jc life, i forgot to wear my watch to skool lah! Well, actually, i forgot where i put that watch of mine. And i really couldnt manage my time lah.... like hv to ask here and there for time....steal glances at other ppl's watches. haha..... cant imagine a world where ppl use handphones instead of watches to tell time....
Den today's BRIDGE was quite shiok. I din took glances at the paper b4 hand and really did the paper under exam conditions(Except when Kelvin Lee wanted tissue and my mths tutorial and me asking the guy next to me if he had tissue)... and i complete everything! I think i wrote quite a lot for AQ. In other words, i felt rather satisfied upon completing the paper. =)
And there's transition metals class test today. I didnt read my notes b4 hand properly. Just took a look at processes and weird weird chemical names and diagrams and read solns to problems in the TYS only.... and for the first time, i think i did ok for this test. Okay in a sense that i didnt stare at any qns for too long at tt i wrote something for almost every part. =) And the word thiocyanate... dunnoe where i saw this word, but i think its part of the answer for the test.... lol...
And dunnoe if i want to say this, but just say lah.... my mama just bought me these capsules that can help create neurons in my brain and the creations of neurons (see pic above) helps in me processing information. Yea...those things u see up there will be formed in my brain....... eventually making me smarter? Haaha.... mama spent quite a fair bit of money to do her best to help me and my siblings do well for our exams. And now its really our turn to do our best. Really touched by it lah! And the point i'm trying to make is... GP compre...chem test... isnt it weird to hear me say i felt like i did well for these papers? Lol...let's get straight to the point-- i only ate a capsule this morning =)
oh btw, the doc told us not to drink coffee till we're 21 coz coffee destroys the neurons in ur brain and that by 21, the neurons will be fixed and we can start drinking coffee....well anw, a little insight abt me here: i dun and may probably never ever drink coffee. And in addition, the doc told me not to eat or drink anything chocalatey coz chocolates produce this substance that affects the joints. And now that my jaw can open a finger width wider, i guess i'll not take any chances... BUt, how abt my calcium intake? I normally buy those chocolate HL milk from the skool canteen... and now tt i cant take chocolate, i m being "FORCED" to drink white milk... BLEARGH!! But, dun luff at me if u see me drink white milk coz most probably, there'll be like other drinks on standby to get rid of the milky taste in my mouth.... and i'll like take forever to finish up one small pack... and i may not even finish drinking it! Hahaa.... but really need to boost my calcium level..
And yesterday was rather funny lah. Almost everyone i passed by had this coloured bandage ard their left elbow and they seem to be shouting "I've donated blood? Did u donate blood Ali?WHy not? haha.... coward!"
And i really have to admit that although i may say that i am not 18 and that i forgot to ask for my parents signature first.... i do infact tell ppl straight after my white lie that i AM afraid and yes, i AM a coward. Haha....
Well, recently too, someone reminded me of how cool "marzuki" sounds... haha.... been a while since anyone said that.... the last time anyone talked abt my name was when i m in the soccer team lah..... well, not that i m expecting compliments everidae lah! Just that such small things really do make my simple life a happier one... hees...
Been sleeping at ard 10-11 recently. Decided to abandon hw even though i hv to do it coz i really need enuff rest for a new day. SO yea, rather awake most of the time in skool ... and mugging for hours after skool is rather exhausting too!
The things in my pencilbox have come under scrutiny from Shak.Seems like theres a rather fair share of green stuffs inside although i must add that "Purple(and other shades of it) ....still...rule" in my BLUE pencilbox. haha.... anything that seems to resemble reality is purely coincidental. Or is it?... hmm...
Yups yups.... Shak has finally returned to skool!! And seems like i'll be engaging in more religious exchanges with him.... =)
....the reason why i find myself blogging today is bcoz tmr's a short day in skoool and i can sort of afford to rest a bit lah. anw... tts it frm me i guess.... till the weekends perhap....
=)
Sunday, July 24, 2005
3rd blog in a day...2nd time in as many weeks..
Yep... had 3 blogs in a day last sunday... haha....
Have to add another title here b4 i continue...
this entry shall be called,
The Incredible Tales...
Haha... well nthg scary inside lah. One who's afraid of many things wun write abt things tt would be scary to others..
Anw, everyone was in the living room at ard 5pm. My bros and sis were in front of the tv helping mama out with her work. Dad was at the dining table watching tv. Me was frying eggs and reheating food in the kitchen. Den i heard my dad asked my bro to open my bedroom door.
"For what?" I asked myself. "Had i left the com on?"
Then my bro pushed the door open and my dad said, "Is there anyone inside?" Haha... of course not rite? And the weird thing is he said he saw someone sitting at the computer chair....erms...yea...the one i'm sitting on rite now!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!...
-_-"
hahahaaha.... anw, mum said dad was joking. But why a joke out of the blue? HAha... maybe mama din wanna get us paranoid and stuff.... haha.... really hoped it was a sick joke frm dad... =)
And den at ard six near 7, everyone was helping mama with her work when my sis said, "Eh!"... den "takde apa apa" (Nothing...nothing).... i asked her why, and she said she thought she saw someone behind me..... HAHAHA!!.... creeepy...
yeps... tis ought to be my last blog for today lah.... haha....
And grandma.... kindof hard to like understand her lately, or making her understand us.... haha.... maybe the age factor is sinking in.... haha.... but nevertheless, i ll still treat her the way she treats me when we were bith younger.... theres no excuse for me to treat her differently now... =)
Have to add another title here b4 i continue...
this entry shall be called,
The Incredible Tales...
Haha... well nthg scary inside lah. One who's afraid of many things wun write abt things tt would be scary to others..
Anw, everyone was in the living room at ard 5pm. My bros and sis were in front of the tv helping mama out with her work. Dad was at the dining table watching tv. Me was frying eggs and reheating food in the kitchen. Den i heard my dad asked my bro to open my bedroom door.
"For what?" I asked myself. "Had i left the com on?"
Then my bro pushed the door open and my dad said, "Is there anyone inside?" Haha... of course not rite? And the weird thing is he said he saw someone sitting at the computer chair....erms...yea...the one i'm sitting on rite now!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!...
-_-"
hahahaaha.... anw, mum said dad was joking. But why a joke out of the blue? HAha... maybe mama din wanna get us paranoid and stuff.... haha.... really hoped it was a sick joke frm dad... =)
And den at ard six near 7, everyone was helping mama with her work when my sis said, "Eh!"... den "takde apa apa" (Nothing...nothing).... i asked her why, and she said she thought she saw someone behind me..... HAHAHA!!.... creeepy...
yeps... tis ought to be my last blog for today lah.... haha....
And grandma.... kindof hard to like understand her lately, or making her understand us.... haha.... maybe the age factor is sinking in.... haha.... but nevertheless, i ll still treat her the way she treats me when we were bith younger.... theres no excuse for me to treat her differently now... =)
Was idle-ing for a while..
REalised that i think hau kim talked abt me in one of his entries-- sthg abt how he heard from his muslim fren that he gains satisfaction from hearing abt the london bombing..... haha...
And blog hopped here and there.... and realised that yasin, as usual, blogs abt nthg on his blog.....
And most ppl talked abt the drama..... ppl like me also talked abt drama lah... but i'm the only one i noe who talked abt sitting at the gate writing plate no. Well, i m the only one that can talk abt sitting at the gate writing plate no!
Den bloghopped again.... and realised Halimah no longer wants to blog....lacked the stamina to carry on blogging i guess... haha...
Den stumbled on a blog.... tt talked abt how she saw a guy whom she had a huge crush on.... and how him smiling at her now still made her day.... Kind of funny, in a sense that though he may be a figment from ur past, he still makes an impact on u....
Me and crushes.... haha....though talking abt it may increase my readership.... heh.... i rather not do anything foolish here.... =P
Kind of stuck at my thermochem.... decided to take a short break lah...
And blog hopped here and there.... and realised that yasin, as usual, blogs abt nthg on his blog.....
And most ppl talked abt the drama..... ppl like me also talked abt drama lah... but i'm the only one i noe who talked abt sitting at the gate writing plate no. Well, i m the only one that can talk abt sitting at the gate writing plate no!
Den bloghopped again.... and realised Halimah no longer wants to blog....lacked the stamina to carry on blogging i guess... haha...
Den stumbled on a blog.... tt talked abt how she saw a guy whom she had a huge crush on.... and how him smiling at her now still made her day.... Kind of funny, in a sense that though he may be a figment from ur past, he still makes an impact on u....
Me and crushes.... haha....though talking abt it may increase my readership.... heh.... i rather not do anything foolish here.... =P
Kind of stuck at my thermochem.... decided to take a short break lah...
Weekend....
Kind of boring.... did maths and chem.... and theres tonnes of homework i hav to clear up... and i still need to find time for revision... well i guess i hv to revise while doing tutorials...
Layhoon reminded me of GP essay yesterdae...which had totally slipped my mind..
Den theres the issue of cip.... what shuld i be aiming for? 60hrs...80 hrs?? Haha... though it may seem to late to do now.... doing now is better than doing later... hmm....dunnoe lah... c how...
ANd i just realised that it has been 2 years since i last combed my hair!!! Hahah!! Normally i just used my hands...
For the first time in a very long time.... manage to talk to yuying online.... haha...
ANd finally, heard from my bros.... then my mama... that my mama wants to repaint the house... and it wun be blue!...... haha... She wants it green.... maybe those kind of vibrant green and not lime green.... whahaha~!! anw, i myself think that blue is more of a bedroom color than a living room colour...
And oh...the school of rock competition is todae man.... wasted coz got religious class at 2 later... haiz.... maybe pon next week one... heh...if AJ band and my "BUDDY" 's band go thru....
anw...Yea....green sounds like a good idea lah .... match my blog....hahaha!! .. ..anw better start work now...=)
Layhoon reminded me of GP essay yesterdae...which had totally slipped my mind..
Den theres the issue of cip.... what shuld i be aiming for? 60hrs...80 hrs?? Haha... though it may seem to late to do now.... doing now is better than doing later... hmm....dunnoe lah... c how...
ANd i just realised that it has been 2 years since i last combed my hair!!! Hahah!! Normally i just used my hands...
For the first time in a very long time.... manage to talk to yuying online.... haha...
ANd finally, heard from my bros.... then my mama... that my mama wants to repaint the house... and it wun be blue!...... haha... She wants it green.... maybe those kind of vibrant green and not lime green.... whahaha~!! anw, i myself think that blue is more of a bedroom color than a living room colour...
And oh...the school of rock competition is todae man.... wasted coz got religious class at 2 later... haiz.... maybe pon next week one... heh...if AJ band and my "BUDDY" 's band go thru....
anw...Yea....green sounds like a good idea lah .... match my blog....hahaha!! .. ..anw better start work now...=)
Saturday, July 23, 2005
aLi the Security Guard...
Hahaz!! Cant think of another lame title.... well after i blogged yesterdae afternoon ...i waited for my mama to get ready to go for the MTP session. But den last minute she's not feeling well....so i wenta skool alone.... to tell the teachers tt my mama cant make it and after tt can see where i can help out for the drama thing...
...Meet the parents...(me rep. my parents) session..
Wanted to tell Ms Tan my mum cannot come....but it was quite a long queue...evn though it was six lah! Den i wenta Mrs Goh....din noe she teach Yong's class too lah... and Yong was there and he kindly lemme speak to Mrs Goh first.... so there i was telling Mrs GOh tt my mum cannot make it and she said tt she din request for my mum coz she know tt although my marks liddat onli... she saes she noe i can do it.... hmm.... how does she noe i can do it when i myself not even sure i can do it.... hah..... actually, i was just kiddin lah! I noe i can do it one!! .... Yah... words of encouragement from Mrs Goh....
Den wenta Mdm Khoo coz Ms Tan's queue quite long still.... so told Mdm Khoo tt my mum cant make it.... budden she talked to me...talked and talked abt wat im goin to do abt my results....how i dun evn noe how to choose E0 value for electrochem....how i myself not evn sure abt the basics.... den i told her tt i m worrying for myself and says tt its rather too late for teachers to help me now and now, i m the only one tt can help myself....and den she said tt its not true... Tt teachers can still help if i myself wants to help myself..... and my morale was kindof lifted abit... and it still is now.... and the last word Mdm Khoo said to me was "Jiayou!".... heh...
Den finally went to Ms Tan who said tt i could call her hp instead of coming down in person.... maybe she din noe i got ushering to do lah... anw...she asked abt my target grades for As and i was like erm....erm.... dunnoe.... i dunnoe wats the normal grades one shuld be aiming for....and she kind of "scolded" me by saying tt i shuldnt be worried abt normal targets and tell her wat i want....
Den i kind of told her my target grades by beating abt the bush by saying tt its obvious tt everyone in the hall wanted As for their grades... but looking at my results, i was afraid tt telling her....or telling others i want As for my grades... is kind of unrealistic and tt i was afraid ppl would redicule me.... haha.... den she put things into perspective for me by telling me tt i need say 16 marks to get from an O to a D by the prelims.... and from a D to a B....i need 10 marks?.... i tink tts wat she said...sthg liddat....and it kind of makes thing easier for me... and den she asked me wat i want to do in the Uni... and i told her tt i got no clue wat i can do in the Uni.... and den she told me tt i'll hv to tell her wat i want for my As and wat im going to do for my As and wat i want to pursue in the Uni... haha... and tt i shuld start thinking long term....
After tt, i wenta Physics Ms Tan... and she told me tt she was kind of impressed wif my performance... from marks with 1 as the first digit to a 3 and den a 5.... haha.... i hv to say i m rather poud of myself to. Den she asked me if i study alone or wif others and when i told her i study alone most of the time... she was kind of more happy for me lah coz i could get this kind of mark studying alone.... and den i decided to ask her wat i could do if i hv problems wif physics. SHe said tt i could always book a time for consultation.... and tt's definitely sthg i can do... and tts provided i must start revising for physics too... and i told her the prob abt me being too sleepy lately and my 8-6 sleeping time... haha.... and she told me tt she sleeps at 3 and all.... haha....and i asked her if i m doing hw most of the time, how can i find time to revise? She said tt reading notes can make me tired easily....and i need like a huge block of time to read... so she suggested doing qns and read when i dunnoe the parts to the qn... and tt a qn is a qn by itself. So i may like need just a small portion of my time to tackle the problem.... haha.... ya..
Really benefited seeing all the teachers yesterdae... and erm.... forgot to mention tt i kind of saboed Hock by asking Mdm Khoo if Hock had brought his mum to see her.... haha... den skali Hock walked into the hall wif Eugene and Mdm Khoo called him and made him panic(?) abit.... haha....
Den after tt it was ushering time...
Security...
I was standing wif Hafiz when this teacher approached us and told Hafiz to carry some stuff and den she asked me wat's my name...upon hearing Ali.... she said i was suppose to be the one at the gate writing down plate no. of vehicles of ppl who came to watch the drama.... haha.... so from not having a job to having a job.... i stood at the gate there and wrote plate nos. Haha.... from 640-830....
So saw all kinds of ppl walking in..... saw old frens too.... ya....kind of shiok lah being a security guard.... a job for loners.... haha....
Den managed to catch ard 40 minutes of drama....quite good lah..ard 500 ppl turned up..not bad...and i watched the drama alone lah coz i came in late...
Anw, found out frm the guard tt the pay was $1500 a month.... haha.... but...i kind of feel tt its kind of useless to hv security guards guarding the skool, waste of funds... its not as if they check if theres bombs on board or whether theres anyone with an AK-47 hiding inside the back of the car...... haiz....maybe they just got lots of funds to waste and wanted to help alleviate the unemployment problem...
Drama ended at nine+...after cleaning up...found myself at the Mac at 1030..
I was feeling hungry so i wenta Mc to buy fries and burgers... and while waiting for my "special order".... i sat at the table alone, looking ard....seeing tt everyone else had company.... not tt i m desperate for company lah although from recent blog entries, i may seem to get out of "loner-hood"....haha.. but was just wondering when i'll be like them... hahas.
Went home and tot abt going online.... did chem tys for a while... and woke up in the dark only to find tt i slept on the job....
And oh...
When i finished doing my job at ard 820 yesterdae...i was walking towards Blk 11 to pray...den this white van passed by and a gurl inside shuoted "bye ali!!"...
And i was like hu was it but just shouted bye back...... which left me wondering .... who was tt girl?? Could u be reading my blog rite now?
...Meet the parents...(me rep. my parents) session..
Wanted to tell Ms Tan my mum cannot come....but it was quite a long queue...evn though it was six lah! Den i wenta Mrs Goh....din noe she teach Yong's class too lah... and Yong was there and he kindly lemme speak to Mrs Goh first.... so there i was telling Mrs GOh tt my mum cannot make it and she said tt she din request for my mum coz she know tt although my marks liddat onli... she saes she noe i can do it.... hmm.... how does she noe i can do it when i myself not even sure i can do it.... hah..... actually, i was just kiddin lah! I noe i can do it one!! .... Yah... words of encouragement from Mrs Goh....
Den wenta Mdm Khoo coz Ms Tan's queue quite long still.... so told Mdm Khoo tt my mum cant make it.... budden she talked to me...talked and talked abt wat im goin to do abt my results....how i dun evn noe how to choose E0 value for electrochem....how i myself not evn sure abt the basics.... den i told her tt i m worrying for myself and says tt its rather too late for teachers to help me now and now, i m the only one tt can help myself....and den she said tt its not true... Tt teachers can still help if i myself wants to help myself..... and my morale was kindof lifted abit... and it still is now.... and the last word Mdm Khoo said to me was "Jiayou!".... heh...
Den finally went to Ms Tan who said tt i could call her hp instead of coming down in person.... maybe she din noe i got ushering to do lah... anw...she asked abt my target grades for As and i was like erm....erm.... dunnoe.... i dunnoe wats the normal grades one shuld be aiming for....and she kind of "scolded" me by saying tt i shuldnt be worried abt normal targets and tell her wat i want....
Den i kind of told her my target grades by beating abt the bush by saying tt its obvious tt everyone in the hall wanted As for their grades... but looking at my results, i was afraid tt telling her....or telling others i want As for my grades... is kind of unrealistic and tt i was afraid ppl would redicule me.... haha.... den she put things into perspective for me by telling me tt i need say 16 marks to get from an O to a D by the prelims.... and from a D to a B....i need 10 marks?.... i tink tts wat she said...sthg liddat....and it kind of makes thing easier for me... and den she asked me wat i want to do in the Uni... and i told her tt i got no clue wat i can do in the Uni.... and den she told me tt i'll hv to tell her wat i want for my As and wat im going to do for my As and wat i want to pursue in the Uni... haha... and tt i shuld start thinking long term....
After tt, i wenta Physics Ms Tan... and she told me tt she was kind of impressed wif my performance... from marks with 1 as the first digit to a 3 and den a 5.... haha.... i hv to say i m rather poud of myself to. Den she asked me if i study alone or wif others and when i told her i study alone most of the time... she was kind of more happy for me lah coz i could get this kind of mark studying alone.... and den i decided to ask her wat i could do if i hv problems wif physics. SHe said tt i could always book a time for consultation.... and tt's definitely sthg i can do... and tts provided i must start revising for physics too... and i told her the prob abt me being too sleepy lately and my 8-6 sleeping time... haha.... and she told me tt she sleeps at 3 and all.... haha....and i asked her if i m doing hw most of the time, how can i find time to revise? She said tt reading notes can make me tired easily....and i need like a huge block of time to read... so she suggested doing qns and read when i dunnoe the parts to the qn... and tt a qn is a qn by itself. So i may like need just a small portion of my time to tackle the problem.... haha.... ya..
Really benefited seeing all the teachers yesterdae... and erm.... forgot to mention tt i kind of saboed Hock by asking Mdm Khoo if Hock had brought his mum to see her.... haha... den skali Hock walked into the hall wif Eugene and Mdm Khoo called him and made him panic(?) abit.... haha....
Den after tt it was ushering time...
Security...
I was standing wif Hafiz when this teacher approached us and told Hafiz to carry some stuff and den she asked me wat's my name...upon hearing Ali.... she said i was suppose to be the one at the gate writing down plate no. of vehicles of ppl who came to watch the drama.... haha.... so from not having a job to having a job.... i stood at the gate there and wrote plate nos. Haha.... from 640-830....
So saw all kinds of ppl walking in..... saw old frens too.... ya....kind of shiok lah being a security guard.... a job for loners.... haha....
Den managed to catch ard 40 minutes of drama....quite good lah..ard 500 ppl turned up..not bad...and i watched the drama alone lah coz i came in late...
Anw, found out frm the guard tt the pay was $1500 a month.... haha.... but...i kind of feel tt its kind of useless to hv security guards guarding the skool, waste of funds... its not as if they check if theres bombs on board or whether theres anyone with an AK-47 hiding inside the back of the car...... haiz....maybe they just got lots of funds to waste and wanted to help alleviate the unemployment problem...
Drama ended at nine+...after cleaning up...found myself at the Mac at 1030..
I was feeling hungry so i wenta Mc to buy fries and burgers... and while waiting for my "special order".... i sat at the table alone, looking ard....seeing tt everyone else had company.... not tt i m desperate for company lah although from recent blog entries, i may seem to get out of "loner-hood"....haha.. but was just wondering when i'll be like them... hahas.
Went home and tot abt going online.... did chem tys for a while... and woke up in the dark only to find tt i slept on the job....
And oh...
When i finished doing my job at ard 820 yesterdae...i was walking towards Blk 11 to pray...den this white van passed by and a gurl inside shuoted "bye ali!!"...
And i was like hu was it but just shouted bye back...... which left me wondering .... who was tt girl?? Could u be reading my blog rite now?
Friday, July 22, 2005
Dog Alert Part 2
Dog alert...
Was on my way home after prayers today...on the train.... The train was decelerating as it entered the station..."Sembawang..." said the voice in the speaker inside the train.
I stood in front of the door and scanned thru the ppl who were waiting at the platform for the train to finally stop.... skali I saw to guys in blue walking their dog on the train platform... i was like what the?!?!
Dogs on MRT platform?? Cmon lah.... but b4 i continue....lemme add tt e guys in blue are policemen....and their dog must've been some sniffer dog i guess.... most prob looking for e scent of bomb instead of drugs.... hmm.... hv to be on high alert the next time i step out of the train...
Anw...i was like thinking.... what if i was approaching towards where the police and their dog were... not knowing tt there was a dog there in the first place... den when i see e dog, i turned back and walk another way...(not coz i hv any bombs and all...but coz i hate dogs..)... wat if the policeman told me to stop and all but i still walked away.... wat if the release the dog and tell it to bite me... tts the worse thing tt could happen lah! I rather them shoot me than get tt dog near me.. lol...
But on a more serious note, how effective are the measures tt are being taken by Singapore in the fight against terrorism? Knew abt the latest bombing in London just tis morning...;)... and saw 3 policemen at the ticket gantry at the mrt station on my way to skool...
How do they know who carry bombs and who do not? Wat if a kid wearing skool uniform carrying a big bag passed by them?.... Chances are he'll make it thru.... The Newpaper should probably try this experiment....
What about leaving my big skool bag on the train on my way to skool? Like i told vijay, i bet no one will report abt it from where my journey began...to marina bay....to Jurong east....and back to marina bay.... Singpaporean, like the article in ST mentioned yesterday, will hope that the one next to them will call the police.... lol... true...
Wats after police and dogs at Mrt station? Thermal scanners?.. Bomb detectors? Where? Mrt stations only? What abt shopping centres? Skools? Bus interchange? Scary thoughts.... scary future.... hope for the best...
Yesterdae night
8-6 again.... if u hadnt been following my blog, 8-6 means tt i slept from 8-6. LOL! Dunnoe why lah....suddenly so so sleepy.... hock must hv GENEROUSLY "donated" his "virus" to me! haha...
Sociology lecture yesterday
Realised tt i m the onli guy in class goin for tt talk.... not tt it bothers me one bit... den when i entered the LT(by myself)... i first saw the girl wif the green sweater(jacket?)... lol... but tink she never see me lah.... maybe she did... haha... coz my eyes went straight to the ppl calling me... the gurls frm my class.... haha... anw, the tok rather enriching...talked abt youth and consumption and how consuming gives u a sense of stability and how gurls like shopping...
hhaa...my conclusion after the talk: ill be the last person a girl wants to go out wif coz firstly, i watch my spending wisely...not tt i hv lots of cash to begin with ...haha... meaning i consume less and acc. to wat i imply the lecturer had said, it makes me a less stable person? haha... and gurls wudnt want an unstable person would they?
And girls like to go shopping.... and i dun.... well...i do shop, only when my mum's ard...HAAH!!! ... which means to say tt for the rest of my life, my lunch date will all be with guys...(if u dun catch no ball, read my previous entry)...lol..
Sermon during Friday prayers....
They kind of condemned attacks made by the terrorist and how these grp of ppl give Islam a bad image.... And i was like thinking.... with regards to the London Bombings.... was it done in the name of God? I dun recall reading any articles tt said tt this was done in the name of Islam... (not tt i'm reading diligently lately)...
So my point being.... just becoz the guys who blew things up are Muslims mean tt Islam is responsible for them doing such things. Such things shuldnt be called terrorism since in today's society, terrorism=islamic extremism... these things shuld just be called violence.... or a series of unfortunate events tt claimed many lifes...Oops...i mean..lives... My thoughts to those victims of the blast....
Hair...
Latest comment abt my hair by Andrew... make me look like a "goodie goodie malay guy..."... lol!... And my reply, at least it makes me look less like a terrorist... haha... and yup.... still retro....
Multi religious exchange during lunch...
Hanged wif ppl i nvr hanged wif during lunch and cant believe we talked abt religion... well not multi religious lah.... just 2 religions.... islam and christianity... wahlao... one of the guys evn thot tt muslims practised "Muslinism"... hah!! There were 4 christians and a "goodie goodie malay boy" at the "conference"...hhaa...Anw.... me not knowing my own religion well enuff are some of the limitations of tt exchange.... but they knew abt my side and i knew abt their side.... well, i think they talked abt my side more than their side.... haha... if only i knew more of my religion... and could convince them even further... But i can see tt they're very very open abt things.... and hope tt things will slowly open up for them...
Meet the parents meeting
Yup... so true the phrase meet the parents. Its the teachers who want to meet the parents and not the other way round. So am home early to fetch my mama...
ML drama later... heard frm tauhid tt some fella said tt "the least guys like us could do is to usher and to do it well".... tauhid mentioned tt it was a sarcastic remark...haha.... tis was said during the meeting i cleanly forgot abt...
Anw, i hv to add tt the least guys like them could do is to treat guys like us with greater respect coz at least evn though we dun really want to... we came and help... erms.... dunnoe if the same applies to me lah coz my mama wants to do her work... and ttll be like after five... and if we do end early, i will hv to send her home... U must b wondering..wHy cant i let her come and go alone? ... well i just hv to sae tt she's just a special individual in my life... i dun tok abt family unless ure really 'in the zone'... my inner circle of frens i mean..
Yuying!! Finally can see signs tt ure online...
Haha...signs... "distant"...ya....felt the same way too... =)
Was on my way home after prayers today...on the train.... The train was decelerating as it entered the station..."Sembawang..." said the voice in the speaker inside the train.
I stood in front of the door and scanned thru the ppl who were waiting at the platform for the train to finally stop.... skali I saw to guys in blue walking their dog on the train platform... i was like what the?!?!
Dogs on MRT platform?? Cmon lah.... but b4 i continue....lemme add tt e guys in blue are policemen....and their dog must've been some sniffer dog i guess.... most prob looking for e scent of bomb instead of drugs.... hmm.... hv to be on high alert the next time i step out of the train...
Anw...i was like thinking.... what if i was approaching towards where the police and their dog were... not knowing tt there was a dog there in the first place... den when i see e dog, i turned back and walk another way...(not coz i hv any bombs and all...but coz i hate dogs..)... wat if the policeman told me to stop and all but i still walked away.... wat if the release the dog and tell it to bite me... tts the worse thing tt could happen lah! I rather them shoot me than get tt dog near me.. lol...
But on a more serious note, how effective are the measures tt are being taken by Singapore in the fight against terrorism? Knew abt the latest bombing in London just tis morning...;)... and saw 3 policemen at the ticket gantry at the mrt station on my way to skool...
How do they know who carry bombs and who do not? Wat if a kid wearing skool uniform carrying a big bag passed by them?.... Chances are he'll make it thru.... The Newpaper should probably try this experiment....
What about leaving my big skool bag on the train on my way to skool? Like i told vijay, i bet no one will report abt it from where my journey began...to marina bay....to Jurong east....and back to marina bay.... Singpaporean, like the article in ST mentioned yesterday, will hope that the one next to them will call the police.... lol... true...
Wats after police and dogs at Mrt station? Thermal scanners?.. Bomb detectors? Where? Mrt stations only? What abt shopping centres? Skools? Bus interchange? Scary thoughts.... scary future.... hope for the best...
Yesterdae night
8-6 again.... if u hadnt been following my blog, 8-6 means tt i slept from 8-6. LOL! Dunnoe why lah....suddenly so so sleepy.... hock must hv GENEROUSLY "donated" his "virus" to me! haha...
Sociology lecture yesterday
Realised tt i m the onli guy in class goin for tt talk.... not tt it bothers me one bit... den when i entered the LT(by myself)... i first saw the girl wif the green sweater(jacket?)... lol... but tink she never see me lah.... maybe she did... haha... coz my eyes went straight to the ppl calling me... the gurls frm my class.... haha... anw, the tok rather enriching...talked abt youth and consumption and how consuming gives u a sense of stability and how gurls like shopping...
hhaa...my conclusion after the talk: ill be the last person a girl wants to go out wif coz firstly, i watch my spending wisely...not tt i hv lots of cash to begin with ...haha... meaning i consume less and acc. to wat i imply the lecturer had said, it makes me a less stable person? haha... and gurls wudnt want an unstable person would they?
And girls like to go shopping.... and i dun.... well...i do shop, only when my mum's ard...HAAH!!! ... which means to say tt for the rest of my life, my lunch date will all be with guys...(if u dun catch no ball, read my previous entry)...lol..
Sermon during Friday prayers....
They kind of condemned attacks made by the terrorist and how these grp of ppl give Islam a bad image.... And i was like thinking.... with regards to the London Bombings.... was it done in the name of God? I dun recall reading any articles tt said tt this was done in the name of Islam... (not tt i'm reading diligently lately)...
So my point being.... just becoz the guys who blew things up are Muslims mean tt Islam is responsible for them doing such things. Such things shuldnt be called terrorism since in today's society, terrorism=islamic extremism... these things shuld just be called violence.... or a series of unfortunate events tt claimed many lifes...Oops...i mean..lives... My thoughts to those victims of the blast....
Hair...
Latest comment abt my hair by Andrew... make me look like a "goodie goodie malay guy..."... lol!... And my reply, at least it makes me look less like a terrorist... haha... and yup.... still retro....
Multi religious exchange during lunch...
Hanged wif ppl i nvr hanged wif during lunch and cant believe we talked abt religion... well not multi religious lah.... just 2 religions.... islam and christianity... wahlao... one of the guys evn thot tt muslims practised "Muslinism"... hah!! There were 4 christians and a "goodie goodie malay boy" at the "conference"...hhaa...Anw.... me not knowing my own religion well enuff are some of the limitations of tt exchange.... but they knew abt my side and i knew abt their side.... well, i think they talked abt my side more than their side.... haha... if only i knew more of my religion... and could convince them even further... But i can see tt they're very very open abt things.... and hope tt things will slowly open up for them...
Meet the parents meeting
Yup... so true the phrase meet the parents. Its the teachers who want to meet the parents and not the other way round. So am home early to fetch my mama...
ML drama later... heard frm tauhid tt some fella said tt "the least guys like us could do is to usher and to do it well".... tauhid mentioned tt it was a sarcastic remark...haha.... tis was said during the meeting i cleanly forgot abt...
Anw, i hv to add tt the least guys like them could do is to treat guys like us with greater respect coz at least evn though we dun really want to... we came and help... erms.... dunnoe if the same applies to me lah coz my mama wants to do her work... and ttll be like after five... and if we do end early, i will hv to send her home... U must b wondering..wHy cant i let her come and go alone? ... well i just hv to sae tt she's just a special individual in my life... i dun tok abt family unless ure really 'in the zone'... my inner circle of frens i mean..
Yuying!! Finally can see signs tt ure online...
Haha...signs... "distant"...ya....felt the same way too... =)
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
I had a date for lunch
Hmm... catchy title huh? Haha.. lets put it on hold shall we....
Mondae's PE
It was a goal fest during morning pe two daes ago... and i cant believe i din blog abt it.... 15+goals in 45 mins.... our team(my class and another class combine)... beat the team that thrashed us last Mondae.... Eugene's passes was superb.... Hock and Jing Yuan got hat trick lah. Wilson shot against the post. Me... shoot here shoot there never go in .... haha.... but scored the last goal...! Hock assist. Haha... Cant wait for nxt wk... =)
DOGs alerts
There has suddenly been a boom in the population of dogs in my area. Or shuld i sae a boom in the no. of pet owners..... And what makes me fume is tt the dogs are allowed to move abt w/o leash.... made me on high alert lah.... shall now avoid all the blind 90 degrees left and right turns tt i hv to make on my way home..... scary.... noticed tt they changed the sign boards beneath voideck... dunnoe if new or not lah but got tis "no dogs allowed" picture on it lah.... they shuld put the sign up everywhere lah!!
And heard tt in Msia, ppl who wants to own dogs hv to ask for their neighbours permission first b4 owning one. Tt shuld be the way lah. Like some ppl purposely walk their dog in front of my house and despite my mama telling them to take alternative paths.... they simply walk their dog in front of my house like nobody's business.... i cant wait for a world where the Aibo robot dog will replace the real thing..... =)
I am a bad liar
Told mama i wanted to cut hair...and she said... wait till grow longer.... waste money.... den i told her tt i kena caught by teacher and must really cut my hair... den she say "Really...?" ... I said yes.
Den i looked at her washing veges at the sink and smiled and laughed to myself... i was stoning.. but my mind was like everywhere...i cant believe i lied to my mama.... I really wanted to cut my hair and my mama was really against wasting money... and she felt tt my hair not tt long.... (trust me, its long.... like those Beatles singer liddat... too long until my hairstyle become very retro..)
Den she asked why am i laughing.... and i told her tt actually, i din kena caught by my teacher bcoz of my hair.... i told her tt its veri hard for my to lie to her and tt i myself cant believe i m lying to her lah... hah.... den i added "Ma...i go cut my hair ok?" ... haa.... and now my hair's all neat and tidy(I think...heh) =)
Kids....there's always other ways u can persuade ur parents to do wat u want.... just dun lie....
Yups...10 mins....liao.... now tok bout my lunch date...
Went to lunch wif kim and hock and JY and WY.... wahlao.... damn surprised tt kim was the one who asked me if i wanted to join him for lunch... Not one of my classmates invited me lor.... =(... perhaps they tot tt like always, my answer will be a no.... but just invite lah... heh...kiddin...
Ya... my lunch date wif kim... coz the rest wanted to eat pizza hut. And in case ya din noe... me eat no pizza... haha... i din noe u must wait to be seated at pizza hut. I din noe they take ur orders at pizza hut. And i din noe u eat first den u pay at pizza hut.... haha.... me and kim went ta kfc... yea.... so we talked....
I remember clearly tt the last lucnh date i had was wif shak at the same kfc too lah! Haha.... no gurls want to ask me out for lunch mah... lol... kiddin... even if they do..... no will be an answer for most ppl... lol....
A-T-T-i-T-u-D-e
Pardon me if i seem to hv an attitude this few daes..... like very moody or moodless most of the time... din sleep well for the past few daes... haha,... so if u tink i am hating u or i dun wan to be ur fren anymore.... erase those tots away ok?.... its just me having mood swings... lol...
Yong...
Yong has a thing against/for the way i walk. He said i walk like a model.... a male one or a female one ar yong? Lol.... isit a gd thing or a bad thing ar? Lol.... i aint wanna be walking like models man..... eeeeyer!
Yesterdae Ah hock vs Mdm Khoo
Mdm khoo 1-0 Ah hock =P
Lol.... haha...poor hock..... feel for u lah... so bad of her.... but.... have to sae oso tt u kindda asked for it... dun take it too hard lah hock.... =)
Missed some ML meeting todae
Got date until can forget ML meeting.... well...not tt anyone cfm the time wif me.... everyone assumed i received their Smses i tink.... and not tt i bother to ask.... haha... so ML drama tis fri.... hope i can see lah.... see my Mama how lah... she needs to go home to do her work...(yea shes got a job--the kind u can work from home one) So maybe if my dad comes home late....i may hv to send mama home and miss drama...
SIck...
Seems like signs of ageing to me.... wonder how he'll carry on doing his 7-8/9 job... which is why mama's trying to spend her time at home doing work... which is why ppl like me cant get a decent haircut anytime i want to.... =(
Yuuuupss..... tts it frm me todae. And the fella named "hi" hu tagged saying how my blog is the most irritating blog he's ever seen..... is a fella from cali... if i din made a mistake.... waaah... wonder wats so annoying abt my blog..
Mondae's PE
It was a goal fest during morning pe two daes ago... and i cant believe i din blog abt it.... 15+goals in 45 mins.... our team(my class and another class combine)... beat the team that thrashed us last Mondae.... Eugene's passes was superb.... Hock and Jing Yuan got hat trick lah. Wilson shot against the post. Me... shoot here shoot there never go in .... haha.... but scored the last goal...! Hock assist. Haha... Cant wait for nxt wk... =)
DOGs alerts
There has suddenly been a boom in the population of dogs in my area. Or shuld i sae a boom in the no. of pet owners..... And what makes me fume is tt the dogs are allowed to move abt w/o leash.... made me on high alert lah.... shall now avoid all the blind 90 degrees left and right turns tt i hv to make on my way home..... scary.... noticed tt they changed the sign boards beneath voideck... dunnoe if new or not lah but got tis "no dogs allowed" picture on it lah.... they shuld put the sign up everywhere lah!!
And heard tt in Msia, ppl who wants to own dogs hv to ask for their neighbours permission first b4 owning one. Tt shuld be the way lah. Like some ppl purposely walk their dog in front of my house and despite my mama telling them to take alternative paths.... they simply walk their dog in front of my house like nobody's business.... i cant wait for a world where the Aibo robot dog will replace the real thing..... =)
I am a bad liar
Told mama i wanted to cut hair...and she said... wait till grow longer.... waste money.... den i told her tt i kena caught by teacher and must really cut my hair... den she say "Really...?" ... I said yes.
Den i looked at her washing veges at the sink and smiled and laughed to myself... i was stoning.. but my mind was like everywhere...i cant believe i lied to my mama.... I really wanted to cut my hair and my mama was really against wasting money... and she felt tt my hair not tt long.... (trust me, its long.... like those Beatles singer liddat... too long until my hairstyle become very retro..)
Den she asked why am i laughing.... and i told her tt actually, i din kena caught by my teacher bcoz of my hair.... i told her tt its veri hard for my to lie to her and tt i myself cant believe i m lying to her lah... hah.... den i added "Ma...i go cut my hair ok?" ... haa.... and now my hair's all neat and tidy(I think...heh) =)
Kids....there's always other ways u can persuade ur parents to do wat u want.... just dun lie....
Yups...10 mins....liao.... now tok bout my lunch date...
Went to lunch wif kim and hock and JY and WY.... wahlao.... damn surprised tt kim was the one who asked me if i wanted to join him for lunch... Not one of my classmates invited me lor.... =(... perhaps they tot tt like always, my answer will be a no.... but just invite lah... heh...kiddin...
Ya... my lunch date wif kim... coz the rest wanted to eat pizza hut. And in case ya din noe... me eat no pizza... haha... i din noe u must wait to be seated at pizza hut. I din noe they take ur orders at pizza hut. And i din noe u eat first den u pay at pizza hut.... haha.... me and kim went ta kfc... yea.... so we talked....
I remember clearly tt the last lucnh date i had was wif shak at the same kfc too lah! Haha.... no gurls want to ask me out for lunch mah... lol... kiddin... even if they do..... no will be an answer for most ppl... lol....
A-T-T-i-T-u-D-e
Pardon me if i seem to hv an attitude this few daes..... like very moody or moodless most of the time... din sleep well for the past few daes... haha,... so if u tink i am hating u or i dun wan to be ur fren anymore.... erase those tots away ok?.... its just me having mood swings... lol...
Yong...
Yong has a thing against/for the way i walk. He said i walk like a model.... a male one or a female one ar yong? Lol.... isit a gd thing or a bad thing ar? Lol.... i aint wanna be walking like models man..... eeeeyer!
Yesterdae Ah hock vs Mdm Khoo
Mdm khoo 1-0 Ah hock =P
Lol.... haha...poor hock..... feel for u lah... so bad of her.... but.... have to sae oso tt u kindda asked for it... dun take it too hard lah hock.... =)
Missed some ML meeting todae
Got date until can forget ML meeting.... well...not tt anyone cfm the time wif me.... everyone assumed i received their Smses i tink.... and not tt i bother to ask.... haha... so ML drama tis fri.... hope i can see lah.... see my Mama how lah... she needs to go home to do her work...(yea shes got a job--the kind u can work from home one) So maybe if my dad comes home late....i may hv to send mama home and miss drama...
SIck...
Seems like signs of ageing to me.... wonder how he'll carry on doing his 7-8/9 job... which is why mama's trying to spend her time at home doing work... which is why ppl like me cant get a decent haircut anytime i want to.... =(
Yuuuupss..... tts it frm me todae. And the fella named "hi" hu tagged saying how my blog is the most irritating blog he's ever seen..... is a fella from cali... if i din made a mistake.... waaah... wonder wats so annoying abt my blog..
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Mondae talk.... tuesdae morning...
Writing this at 3.52.... tts how u read the time i posted....
was tired....again.... yesterday.... stayed in libry to do maths.... ended up doing other things like discussing physics and helping Boon and waiting for bookshop uncle to finish binding chem resource pack(just becoz Jingyuan the basket forgot to take one for me evn though i told him MANY times...)... haha....
But managed to do 3 out of 5 sums in the libry.... so wanted to stay on and finish it.... but walked round the skool.... seems like almost the whole skool left and its only 6 lah! WEll.... went home...
Decided to take a nap at 8.... all the way till 10... den i still tired....den my mother screaming and laughing while watching incredible tales prompted me to slp in my room. Wonder why the heck they call it Incredible Tales.... wats so incredible abt it? If its tt incredible, i wuld hv watch it when it made its debut last yr lah! Haha....
Den i slept from 10-3... when GOd knew i wanted to wake up coz i stilll need to finish my maths CA, my maths Normal Distribution, and chem remedial lecture tutorial and physics radioactivity....
haha.... spent past 50 minutes finish up my CA.... now goin to do abit of chem(like 30mins).... den do Normal... like 1hr.... den do physics radioactivity till 6....
Biological clock getting jumbled up.... cant kp goin on like tis.... haha.... BUT one things for sure, my com clock tells me tt its 4.03am now.... which means to sae i m gonna end here.... 10 mins of blogging...ok...11 mins.... haha...not bad rite???Can write so much in 10 mins.... lol... luv u all....heh.... sleep tight....=)
was tired....again.... yesterday.... stayed in libry to do maths.... ended up doing other things like discussing physics and helping Boon and waiting for bookshop uncle to finish binding chem resource pack(just becoz Jingyuan the basket forgot to take one for me evn though i told him MANY times...)... haha....
But managed to do 3 out of 5 sums in the libry.... so wanted to stay on and finish it.... but walked round the skool.... seems like almost the whole skool left and its only 6 lah! WEll.... went home...
Decided to take a nap at 8.... all the way till 10... den i still tired....den my mother screaming and laughing while watching incredible tales prompted me to slp in my room. Wonder why the heck they call it Incredible Tales.... wats so incredible abt it? If its tt incredible, i wuld hv watch it when it made its debut last yr lah! Haha....
Den i slept from 10-3... when GOd knew i wanted to wake up coz i stilll need to finish my maths CA, my maths Normal Distribution, and chem remedial lecture tutorial and physics radioactivity....
haha.... spent past 50 minutes finish up my CA.... now goin to do abit of chem(like 30mins).... den do Normal... like 1hr.... den do physics radioactivity till 6....
Biological clock getting jumbled up.... cant kp goin on like tis.... haha.... BUT one things for sure, my com clock tells me tt its 4.03am now.... which means to sae i m gonna end here.... 10 mins of blogging...ok...11 mins.... haha...not bad rite???Can write so much in 10 mins.... lol... luv u all....heh.... sleep tight....=)
Sunday, July 17, 2005
3rd blog in a dae....i noe i'm crazie..
Dun really noe wat i m doin nowadays. 4 straight days slacking away. i feel as if its gone.... really disappointed in myself. Cant seem to get myself to focus. I'm my own obstacle.
3rd blog in a day? No more of tis.... not in a million years. Tis shows how slack i hv been. Not tt i want to. Must be....coz of sthg i did.... which i noe i noe i noe i shuldnt hv done.Oh God please forgive me.
My foundation has crumbled again.... and so is my life.... i seem to be near to God only when i need Him(like b4 exams)... but when i think i can take control of my life back... i distant myself from Him(like after getting wat i feel are decent results). Praying 5 times a day has become some sort of a routine recently..... and i noe i must stop my nonsense now or i'll continue to suffer..... And i must get back onto the right path.... and it's never too late to repent....
Like i said, "I'm my own obstacle."
Showed mum my report card... didnt say much though my marks not up there yet.... she really wants me to do well.... and i'll try my best not to disappoint her... but its hard to remind myself this all the time... but...I'll be giving my fullest now... and get the grades i want...
3rd blog in a day? No more of tis.... not in a million years. Tis shows how slack i hv been. Not tt i want to. Must be....coz of sthg i did.... which i noe i noe i noe i shuldnt hv done.Oh God please forgive me.
My foundation has crumbled again.... and so is my life.... i seem to be near to God only when i need Him(like b4 exams)... but when i think i can take control of my life back... i distant myself from Him(like after getting wat i feel are decent results). Praying 5 times a day has become some sort of a routine recently..... and i noe i must stop my nonsense now or i'll continue to suffer..... And i must get back onto the right path.... and it's never too late to repent....
Like i said, "I'm my own obstacle."
Showed mum my report card... didnt say much though my marks not up there yet.... she really wants me to do well.... and i'll try my best not to disappoint her... but its hard to remind myself this all the time... but...I'll be giving my fullest now... and get the grades i want...
Bloggers beware!! ...
Just bored lah... and reading the Newpaper.... an article caught my eye...
"BLOGGERS beware: You too, can be sued for wat u write."
This was a message from legal experts at SG's first Bloggong conference. Defamation action can be taken despite disclaimers! Waaaaaah!! How man like this?
Haha!! Then itll be like reading story book only lah.... wait write abit salah only can kena sue one. Liddat might as well read my Enid Blyton books...
"The onus is on e bloggers to monitor and remove potentially libellious comments."
Haha.... how i noe which is libellious and which is not! haha... maybe i shuld bloghop and see who i can sue for defamation..... a new source of "income"... ahhaa!! Wat if suddenly so many ppl read my blog to look for things which are sueable? Coz they noe when i tok(on my blog), i tok and tok only... no holds barred... scary....
Dear readers of mine.... tell me to remove any things tt u find disturbing before u take any legal actions ok?? ~smiles~
"BLOGGERS beware: You too, can be sued for wat u write."
This was a message from legal experts at SG's first Bloggong conference. Defamation action can be taken despite disclaimers! Waaaaaah!! How man like this?
Haha!! Then itll be like reading story book only lah.... wait write abit salah only can kena sue one. Liddat might as well read my Enid Blyton books...
"The onus is on e bloggers to monitor and remove potentially libellious comments."
Haha.... how i noe which is libellious and which is not! haha... maybe i shuld bloghop and see who i can sue for defamation..... a new source of "income"... ahhaa!! Wat if suddenly so many ppl read my blog to look for things which are sueable? Coz they noe when i tok(on my blog), i tok and tok only... no holds barred... scary....
Dear readers of mine.... tell me to remove any things tt u find disturbing before u take any legal actions ok?? ~smiles~
Early sunday
Is an early Sunday for me. Had to sort out my stuff in my "new computer". And went here and there on the net and stumbled across this side called feedster.
Feedster.com
This is a damn cool site lah. U put wat u want in the search box and the things u want will pop rite in front of u! Searches i mean..... Not say u type "mp3 player" and one will appear in front of u =P
So u might want to see who talks about u in their blog...heheh... cool huh... brings the world of blogging to a new dimension. But i dun really noe how the things there actually functions... to lazy to see their guide. BUt really cool lah... can find out who's talking behind my back... haha... but since its a search engine, u'll have to bear wif the excess search results.
NKF
I am totally oblivious to the NKF fiasco. Ignorance isn't bliss. Didnt hv time to read papers. Just noe tt a guy earned $600 000, kena caught dunnoe for wat, and now he and his board members stepped down already. Anyone wants to tell the story to me? Can practise ur conversational skills... heh...
News...
News like the aformentioned dun really grab my attn as well as news regarding terrorists wreaking terror half way round the world... reminds me of the A Teens song... haha... erm... Yesterday's article abt Noh Alam SHah in the Newpaper caught my eye lah. Wah the things ppl down there say abt him so nice lah. Hopefully he gets a contract....
Conclusion
Better write my conclusion now... haha... like GP sia... In conclusion, i realised spending hours bloggin is not worth it. Its better to blog abit here and there for like 5-15 minutes only... I also figured that having no one read ur blog is quite saddening also... coz i kp saying to ppl tt blogging is for urself to read, dun care abt audiences.... haha...i'm wrong.. Nizar said he wanted to tag.... but dun see any signs of him here yet...haha... he said ppl go to his blog thru my blog... haha.... i found his blog thru Ain's blog or was it Farhanah's blog.... ppl found out abt my blog thru hock and grace and den Eugene... and its sort of a chain reaction.*
*lemme recall, a chain reaction is a spontaneous self-sustaining series of event that, once started,continues until the sample of uranium is used up.
Ooops.. another long entry... but u'll see real blogs on weekends only.
And i forgot to add that my bros have started to blackmail me saying tt they want to sabo me....haha.... scary.... sly...
Feedster.com
This is a damn cool site lah. U put wat u want in the search box and the things u want will pop rite in front of u! Searches i mean..... Not say u type "mp3 player" and one will appear in front of u =P
So u might want to see who talks about u in their blog...heheh... cool huh... brings the world of blogging to a new dimension. But i dun really noe how the things there actually functions... to lazy to see their guide. BUt really cool lah... can find out who's talking behind my back... haha... but since its a search engine, u'll have to bear wif the excess search results.
NKF
I am totally oblivious to the NKF fiasco. Ignorance isn't bliss. Didnt hv time to read papers. Just noe tt a guy earned $600 000, kena caught dunnoe for wat, and now he and his board members stepped down already. Anyone wants to tell the story to me? Can practise ur conversational skills... heh...
News...
News like the aformentioned dun really grab my attn as well as news regarding terrorists wreaking terror half way round the world... reminds me of the A Teens song... haha... erm... Yesterday's article abt Noh Alam SHah in the Newpaper caught my eye lah. Wah the things ppl down there say abt him so nice lah. Hopefully he gets a contract....
Conclusion
Better write my conclusion now... haha... like GP sia... In conclusion, i realised spending hours bloggin is not worth it. Its better to blog abit here and there for like 5-15 minutes only... I also figured that having no one read ur blog is quite saddening also... coz i kp saying to ppl tt blogging is for urself to read, dun care abt audiences.... haha...i'm wrong.. Nizar said he wanted to tag.... but dun see any signs of him here yet...haha... he said ppl go to his blog thru my blog... haha.... i found his blog thru Ain's blog or was it Farhanah's blog.... ppl found out abt my blog thru hock and grace and den Eugene... and its sort of a chain reaction.*
*lemme recall, a chain reaction is a spontaneous self-sustaining series of event that, once started,continues until the sample of uranium is used up.
Ooops.. another long entry... but u'll see real blogs on weekends only.
And i forgot to add that my bros have started to blackmail me saying tt they want to sabo me....haha.... scary.... sly...
Saturday, July 16, 2005
2nd post of the day... first time in a long time
Intro
i'll make it short this time.... nizar msged me on msn asking me where the links on my blog go to coz he cannot see it. He cant see the tag board also.... and coincidentally, the entry i last posted had errors on it when it was being published... so me being worried that this may lead to a decline in readership(haha), i decided to change my blog template.
...but tts when the com hanged...
Com problemo
The com was giving me loads of prob. I cant access the internet thru Internet explorer and i had to also keep restarting the com time and again. Hence, me being sick of all this, i decided to perform euthanasia on my com. And after hours...it came back to life... haha..in the pink of health.
Threat Matrix
Some power show on channel 5 every saturday at 5.30pm. Abt some secret branch of security agents in the US fighting terrorism. And every week got more and more exciting scenarios.. and of course the Good always triumph. REally shiok man. Never fail to miss it. It so action packed.
The fall of the Purple kingdom
After hmm.... a couple of month in power, the Purple kingdom crumbles during the battle of the browsers. DEcided to use IE and firefox friendly browsers.... so chose a green one. Well... they got no nice blue ones.... and i aint gonna use those skins frm blogskins.... coz they arent really browsers friendly.
Well the green so nice lah.... so striking.... and happy.... the other default skins all so dark and gloomy lah... like my old black blog. SO yea.... i guess green's here to stay! I'm sure when Yuying reads my blog, she could be thinking along the line of... "HuH?! Is this my blog?" haha... till i find a nice blue blog.... i guess i'll hv to make do wif ur color....=)
Trying to build a new image
New blog skin means new blog image. Haha.... hope this will kill the "ali likes purple so he must be gay" image. Lol..... and with regards to being a radical.... i hope that the tag would be untagged from me... shall watch my words and actions...
Add ons to my earlier entry
Yes terrorism may be caused by rage at oppression on other muslims.... and i'm sure this does not mean other innocent lives can be killed. THIS IS NOT JIHAD. This is plain revenge. An eye for an eye and the whole world goes blind.
Destroy nightclubs like the ones in Bali.... destroy any other things u want.... but destroy only when no one will get hurt. Cripple their economy but dun cripple their innocent citizens. Its the leaders that are at fault so why shuld citizens be suffering? Well one thing we can do to stop terrorism is by stopping our leaders from doing injustice on others. And leaders should stop other leaders from attacking others too.The more we attack, the more they attack.
I learned that Britain will be deporting ppl who preach fundementalism in their country. ANd yesterdae, i learnt that France will be doing that too. Yep, there's rage in me alrite. How do they define fundementalism. How to noe hu crossed the line? Who sets the line? And when they deport here and deport there.... families will be seperated from their dads. Like in today's episode of Threat Matrix, a Carlos Benitez got deported from the US just becoz "some guy from half way ard the world crash airplanes into buildings". This will cause rage within the men themselves-- the sort of rage tt they hv never felt b4. This will breed a new breed of terrorism.
Will this happen in Singapore? When such things happen here at home.... i'm sure they'll definitely breed young extremists. I hope there will never come a day when things go really out of hand and that there'll never be the point whereby every muslim in the world will feel as though they too have to join the brothers in a holy war. When war against terror turns into a war against Islam, this is when the idea of Jihad applies... and muslims who fight in this war die a matyr... Though i really have to make clear to everyone now that in my opinion, the killing by "terrorists" are NOT jihad. It is mere revenge and can somewhat be called mass murder. No one except God noe where they'll go -- hell or heaven. For God is merciful.
I hope that terrorism will cease to exist. And everyone in the world live in peace and harmony. Knowing the threat terrorism pose, governments should not act tough just to show that they wun admit defeat... to show that nthg will deter them from terrorists attack. To the dumps with resilience and technology to combat terrorism. Just stop hurting us, and reconcile. God willing, weapons will no longer be raised. Like i said, the more u attack, the more we fight. The more u chase after our ppl, the more we chase after ur ppl... Let there be peace...
Sorry
I did say this will be a short entry.... i failed to kp tt promise i guess...
Back to work
Com fixed. Blog fixed. Time to come back to reality and continue mugging. U study hard too and take care one and all =)
i'll make it short this time.... nizar msged me on msn asking me where the links on my blog go to coz he cannot see it. He cant see the tag board also.... and coincidentally, the entry i last posted had errors on it when it was being published... so me being worried that this may lead to a decline in readership(haha), i decided to change my blog template.
...but tts when the com hanged...
Com problemo
The com was giving me loads of prob. I cant access the internet thru Internet explorer and i had to also keep restarting the com time and again. Hence, me being sick of all this, i decided to perform euthanasia on my com. And after hours...it came back to life... haha..in the pink of health.
Threat Matrix
Some power show on channel 5 every saturday at 5.30pm. Abt some secret branch of security agents in the US fighting terrorism. And every week got more and more exciting scenarios.. and of course the Good always triumph. REally shiok man. Never fail to miss it. It so action packed.
The fall of the Purple kingdom
After hmm.... a couple of month in power, the Purple kingdom crumbles during the battle of the browsers. DEcided to use IE and firefox friendly browsers.... so chose a green one. Well... they got no nice blue ones.... and i aint gonna use those skins frm blogskins.... coz they arent really browsers friendly.
Well the green so nice lah.... so striking.... and happy.... the other default skins all so dark and gloomy lah... like my old black blog. SO yea.... i guess green's here to stay! I'm sure when Yuying reads my blog, she could be thinking along the line of... "HuH?! Is this my blog?" haha... till i find a nice blue blog.... i guess i'll hv to make do wif ur color....=)
Trying to build a new image
New blog skin means new blog image. Haha.... hope this will kill the "ali likes purple so he must be gay" image. Lol..... and with regards to being a radical.... i hope that the tag would be untagged from me... shall watch my words and actions...
Add ons to my earlier entry
Yes terrorism may be caused by rage at oppression on other muslims.... and i'm sure this does not mean other innocent lives can be killed. THIS IS NOT JIHAD. This is plain revenge. An eye for an eye and the whole world goes blind.
Destroy nightclubs like the ones in Bali.... destroy any other things u want.... but destroy only when no one will get hurt. Cripple their economy but dun cripple their innocent citizens. Its the leaders that are at fault so why shuld citizens be suffering? Well one thing we can do to stop terrorism is by stopping our leaders from doing injustice on others. And leaders should stop other leaders from attacking others too.The more we attack, the more they attack.
I learned that Britain will be deporting ppl who preach fundementalism in their country. ANd yesterdae, i learnt that France will be doing that too. Yep, there's rage in me alrite. How do they define fundementalism. How to noe hu crossed the line? Who sets the line? And when they deport here and deport there.... families will be seperated from their dads. Like in today's episode of Threat Matrix, a Carlos Benitez got deported from the US just becoz "some guy from half way ard the world crash airplanes into buildings". This will cause rage within the men themselves-- the sort of rage tt they hv never felt b4. This will breed a new breed of terrorism.
Will this happen in Singapore? When such things happen here at home.... i'm sure they'll definitely breed young extremists. I hope there will never come a day when things go really out of hand and that there'll never be the point whereby every muslim in the world will feel as though they too have to join the brothers in a holy war. When war against terror turns into a war against Islam, this is when the idea of Jihad applies... and muslims who fight in this war die a matyr... Though i really have to make clear to everyone now that in my opinion, the killing by "terrorists" are NOT jihad. It is mere revenge and can somewhat be called mass murder. No one except God noe where they'll go -- hell or heaven. For God is merciful.
I hope that terrorism will cease to exist. And everyone in the world live in peace and harmony. Knowing the threat terrorism pose, governments should not act tough just to show that they wun admit defeat... to show that nthg will deter them from terrorists attack. To the dumps with resilience and technology to combat terrorism. Just stop hurting us, and reconcile. God willing, weapons will no longer be raised. Like i said, the more u attack, the more we fight. The more u chase after our ppl, the more we chase after ur ppl... Let there be peace...
Sorry
I did say this will be a short entry.... i failed to kp tt promise i guess...
Back to work
Com fixed. Blog fixed. Time to come back to reality and continue mugging. U study hard too and take care one and all =)
the first real blog in a long time...
the last real blog was july 5... and 11 days later,some what of a real blog from me. I have been reading the troubleshooting guide for writers and hv seem to hv heightened my sense of awareness of how i am suppose to be writing(or blogging)...
My past few days in brief
Been preety sleepy for the past few days. Yesterday, was talking to hock on msn and suddenly the msn program hanged and got d/c. My com was becoming lousier and lousier by the minute so i decided to scan my com for spywares. While waiting, i took my five minutes nap and "never woke up"... It was only 10+ lah!! Hock suggested tt i shuldnt stay back in skool everyday. True. This past 2 days, i hv been stoning and sleeping and reading "A beautiful mind" in the libry. haha.... tts how exhausted i am...
Been studying wif kim and rongzhu this past few days. Where oh where has the loner in me gone to. Dunnoe if i am like the "crowd"... haha.... coz two is company and three is a crowd. If i had a girlfren, i'd prefer not having a "crowd"... if i had a girlfren. Maybe kim wun say it but i noe he must hv wanted time alone. Rite kim?? Dun worry lah kim... just tell me.. aha...
And Gp Ms tan hasnt been coming to skool this past 72 hours-- dunnoe if its a gd or a bad thing. Subu hasnt been attending skool ever since the day we last saw him -- last thursday. Heard from Suresh he got 1 week MC. Poor dude.... hope he's fine. Looks like no one in class tt bothered.... but... its really hard to pull urself together and call and ask him if anything's the matter.
Saw hock play BT yesterdae.... dunnoe whether he or his partner sucked..i think it both lah.. haha! Anw, hock really woke up from his fall(the fall in grades i mean)... and has been the more focus between the two of us. Must start to wake up.
Grandma's dream
Never in my life have i heard my grandma told anyone abt her dream.... but tis morning, me and me two bros were watching tv and she told us tt early tis morning, she wanted to go to the toilet... but then well asleep almost immediately...(its the kind of dream u get when u feel really tired that once u close ur eyes, u ll start dreaming)... well... anw, my grandma said tt she dreamt tt she was going to the toilet and when she stepped out of her room, she saw 3 people in the living room. ONe was standing near the door of her room, one was sitting in front of the tv, and one was sitting at the dining table. All three were friends from her old kampong days. And all three's no longer alive. And Grandma added tt never has she dreamt this sort of dream ever since like a long long time lah. haha..hmm....and she say this kind of dream cannot lay play one....haha.... basket...now i dun dare go out of my room at nite one.
Saw yong yesterdae
Yong finished normal distribution tutorials oready man. Wah... damn fast lah. Every time i see hock i see like he do his work very fast one.... but wahlaos... yong even faster... scary...
School of rock
Saw the picture of the top 20 bands in the ST school of rock competition on ST's LIFE! And guesss wat.... didnt expect to see THaqif inside lah. Haha... though i had wanted to tell him to join this comp... haha.... looks like he also read ST one.. heh.... and happy to see LJB inside too... though thier name now called eternal loop. THey were good at AJ Idol, but dunnoe why the champagnes won... heh....ya...
London bombing
Has been a week and 2 days since the blasts in london. Seems like they found out who the bombers are and all. As expected, though i hope they were wrong, the bombers are muslims. Young muslims.. 18-23 year olds.
The following qns were raised on the Synapse BOard outside the staff room pertaining to the Blasts... questions like why do ppl do this sort of thing. Where is the satisfaction by doing this sort of things? And how such things affect Singaporeans? ...( well, this is the gist of it lah... may hv been paraphrased wrongly)
I guess the root of the problems lies with the US, UK, and Israel. The atrocities done by these ppl on Islamic countries really build up the rage in Muslims. Ppl like me... who have no Palestinian or Afghan or Iraqi blood in me do feel the anger... the rage. WEll... tts coz the ppl underfire are my muslim brothers. WEll in religious class i went to when i was small, they dun teach radical ideas or preach fundementalism. They teach peace and tell us that all muslims are one. WE are brothers... related to one another.. i used to view this in redicule... telling myself how could the fren next to me be a relation. How could the teaher teaching me be of any relation? But now i noe how true the things i learnt in those classes.
They want democracy. They want world peace. But they go around destroying other ppl's land. Afghanistan den iraq. Whos next? Iran?? WEll ppl forgot that theres violence everyday between Israel and Palestines -- a war that will NEVER be resolved. Its things like this that makes ppl mad. Reading Nizars blog yesterdae.... he seems quite mad too... well... this being Singapore, very few dare do anything stupid. But in other countries, ppl are braver. They got nthg to lose. They dun hv houses or education to lose. No handphones to leave behind. Stuff like dat. Life's mostly revolves ard religion. And getting revenge for brothers and relatives is a high possibility. Well... ask any kid in Palestine what they want to be when they grow up, and they'll most likely say they want to be a suicide bomber. Ask any kid in Singapore and they'll say "see first"... see if i can pass my As... haha... we're cowards... they're not. Ask the fiercest fella on the street if he dares to blow himself up.... he'll say no...
Continue attacking muslims.... and ull continue being attacked. Thats why ppl do this sort of things.
Satisfaction..... there is satisfaction is violence. Seeing the twin towers crumble... and trains in madrid exploding, and buses amd trains blasting to pieces in london... is satisfaction in itself. Seriously, whether or not i see satisfaction in this events ... i wun really say. Dun want to be labelled an extremist. Haha... but i dare say satisfaction can only be felt by muslims...
How events such as this affect Singaporeans? HHAHA... i dare say no one gives a damn abt these events. Coz they "wun happen in singapore one"... our governtment so good... our military so good.... very safe one...haha... i dun think so. I anticipate similar attacks in the near future... One can say tt naturally, muslims hate the US... and Singapore supports the US...(be it for whatever reason lah)... and one day... if SG goes a step too far.... sure kena one. Casinos.... extremists see these places as places of sin. And they'll do anything to destroy it. Well... not just extremists... muslims see places like this as places "that should not have existed in the first place".
Disclaimer
I am not an extremist. And starting from todae.... please remove the "terrorist" tag from me. Haha...
Yuying...
U told me yesterdae that my blog all very long and i told u that recently i've been writng short entries... well today's just happen to be a long one. =)
Thursday, July 14, 2005
Oh sleepy day...
very very sleepy todae. Hmm.... borrowed a book frm skool libry.... "Working it out-A trouble shooting guide for Writers". Hope it can help me improve my GP marks... got C6... lousy lah. WEll during my journey home, managed to read the book.... just the content page though. And the thing tt caught my eye was "Freewrite for three minutes." Sthg i'm doing now.... heh...
Well.. went to libry to study(supposedly).... but ended up stoning here and there and despite hock telling me to wake up... haha... cannot lah... veri tired. Its nice when u hv ppl who look out for u.... really...
And today is Hock bdae man.... 18 oready.... and he did Ionic equilibria tutorials and finished the crv class assessment while all i did was listen to FIR over and over again on his MP3.... stone... sleep...stone...
So yea... did i tell the world my results yet??.... hmm.... F for chem.... D for physics... O for maths... C6 for GP... heh... typical result.... hock seem to hv woken up already... When's my turn??... now i hope...
My estate has been a dangerous place lately. Yesterdae got big fight behind the multistory carpark behind my house. Todae almost got big fight. Got large no. of ppl waiting at the playground in front of my house -- waiting for Smbwg sec ppl i guess. Kids nowadays very fierce one. Armed with hammers and all sia... scary... looks liek i cant play bt with my bros at the nearby court for the time being.... haha...
Listened to "Mr Lonely" for the first time todae via Hocks mp3.... the words....i can relate to... it's..so.... nvm..
hmm.... i dun tink i really talked abt the London bombing yet... maybe tmr...
u take care.
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Hello...
Hello.... has been a while since i had a real talk wif anyone-- incl. myself(via blogging)...
Dunnoe why but my life changed after the June holidays. My daily routine changed. Everything changed lah... for the better? Maybe not... coz for the past 3 wks... theres a part of me that's missing. Like i said... i m not really the Ali b4 the hols. No more late nights... no more late nights in skool... no more time alone.. or not alone.. Now i seem to hate being alone.... i used to hate the libry, but not now... dunnoe why. Which is why i've never sat at the place behind the canteen like i used to. Seems like only now, the heat and the rain back there are getting on my nerves.... Are these changes good? I dun tink so... really... its the cause of the empty space within me.... but....its just me i guess... never hv i felt anything close to this b4....never hv any thing been so dear to me....never...
well... i guess time will tell... cant blog too long...no time now... gtg now... bye...
Why oh why has it always been simply hellos and byes?
BUt on a different note, Grace and gang has been "disturbing" me now man... haha!!Grace lah! Wahlao.... from last time lor..... haha.. =)
Sunday, July 10, 2005
sunday...
online.... but not blogging...though technially i am..
lots to talk abt... but simply not in the mood... some other time perhaps... hmm...had a conversation wif shak...typical conversation... heh... only me and him noe wat we talked abt... though it always seems like a debate or sthg, he's a great guy lah...haha... well its hard to find ppl like him though..coz not many ppl can really click during conversations and tok on and on abt things... in my outside life, its just around 2-3 ppl.. HOCK!! Ure one of them!! And shak oso... hah...
And I guess having heard "Ali ur entry all so long!" ... and "U writing GP essay ar??"... It has finally sunk into my head. Which may be why i dun really hv mood for a "real blog"<-- long ones
i m a guy who takes note of how others see me...wat they sae abt me.. and EVERYTHING that u may say... will be seen as sthg of great value... though truth hurts,... at least ure telling the truth.. yup. A short blog.
Friday, July 08, 2005
Sleepy....
Sleepy lah now. BUt just wanna write abit. WEll was surprised -evil grin- when i saw CNA yest night and learned about the blast in London. Just less than 24hrs after the city got chosen for 2012 Olympics.... The terrorists --or so they believe-- must have timed it to perfection. ERms... having the "event" at Trafalgar Square would be even more "spectacular". But radicality aside, i really do have goosebumps wenever i read abt yesterdae. Feel sad for those innocent ... these people had to die for what their government did lah.... Always like tis. Ppl from London Underground (their train co. i think) claimed tt their ppl noe more about railway than any other railway company. But i guess, there are people who knew more than them...... my thoughts to the families of those who lost their lives....
THe "stucked" jaw was actually part of the healing process-- as i had earlier predicted. YEa the jawbone are back in position -- or tts wat the doctor said when he came over todae. Told me apply heat to my jaw for 20mins everyday... using a hotbag. Hopefully this will be the final week. Or thats wat he told me. Asked him about partial tear of ACL coz this is the prob Wei Yan has.... he said cannot operate one coz he wuld then need to walk using walking stick... haha.... coz ACL more complicated than meniscus... yah so he sae there is supplements for that. WAh if only Adib hadnt go for op... could have played for AJ sia....
k...go slp oready.... nite
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
Tuesdae...
Rather quiet the whole day. Heh.... maybe partly coz i find tt its better for me to talk no crap than to keep tokin crap everytime i open my mouth.... but i think mostly coz my damn jaw lock again lah. 2 WHOLE DAYS the left jaw stuck. It began with the right one only some 3 years ago and now its the left. Recently, when the left "hook" of my jaw kena stuck.... it only took like half an hour b4 things returned as it was.... but now 2 days liao... i think this is part of the healing process lah... can sort of feel it... haha... but my mouth now can open 2 finger width onli! Wah want to eat must cut small small... tts why now cannot eat rice in skool lah... haha... cannot sumbat the spoon all into my mouth. Actually quite okay lah... talking less... feels like a damn quiet loner lah... haha...
anw, after i blogged yesterday's entry, i straight away did Gp compre.... only to find out at ard 5 later tt dae that we onli need to hand in compo todae.... so did 3 essays from 5 to 2 lah...!! SO sien ... low quality compos though... always always like this.... but now all i can do is to keep reminding my bros not to be like me.... haha..... so i m now the one to keep scolding them telling them to clear up their hw. If only got ppl to push me like how i push mt bros..
Was damn damn sick yesterdae too. Feeling cold and sneezy and feverish.... must be the durians i ate after breakfast -- lol! Yah... though durians may be ur fav. fruit.... dun eat too much coz lots of durians make u a sick person... haha... but really damn sick yesterdae...
Hmm... yesterdae was so exhaustive that i dun actually recall rushing thru my essays. And todae during chem tutorial so blur.... dun really noe wats going on and all... argh.... help me!!
ERm... actually todae whole day i very very quiet lah.... its so unlike me to be this quiet.Feels rather weird...
Confermed my Napha results todae -- Gold.. yea... not in TAF...no make up PE... so my afternoon PE now no more... Cant believe i got Gold lah coz still remmber not being able to do even one pull up in J1 and having to go thru remedial PEs and all... heh... =)
DEn after PE did nuclear physics wif wei yan and jing yuan lah... actually grp study better lah... haha... i learn a lot from them... yah den after that go behind canteen and do maths with yuying..... now her turn to teach me lah... haha.... coz she slightly ahead of me already.... i was staring at it not having any clue wat to do lah... lucky got her to help me. Well, more things can be done wen u do grp learning-- seriously. But have to choose ur grps carefully oso lah... haha..
Anw, during civics todae.... the only valuable thing i rmbered is the one abt writing a personal statement for admission to SMU. Erm.... find it quite stylo lah.... but sadly i got not much experience that i can talk abt if i were to write a personal statement. BUUUUt... wen i got time... haha.... i ll write a personal statement rite here "Where purple rule..". So do look out for it.
Better go and iron clothes now. Got a bit hw to do oso. Feeling sleepy oso.... haha.. can one... nites....
PS: Cant believe i found time to blog laH! Coz recently i also not in the "online mood"...
Monday, July 04, 2005
Youth day.... more like GP rushing day
A quote from my Saturday entry,
"3 days (incl. todae) for me to clear up all tis stuff.... will it be yet another last minute thing? Haha...."
And for today's entry....
"A short YES!.."
and...
ALI.... u ARE REALLY DUMB....
kp tis up and down u'll go!!
Simply got to wake up..!
(Man... my entries are really getting shorter...and stoopider)
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Power lah Indonesia..!!
Spent my afternoon watching the finals of the Aviva open and never have i been so proud of having Indonesian blood running through my body. Haha! Wah... damn power lah the Budiarto and the Wijaya.... and not forgetting our very own Taufik... heh... not the fake Usher.. but the damn skilled Taufik Hidayat.... Hate it when the commentator mention his name coz he always pronounce wrongly... well anw, the all-china female doubles match damn good lah. The underdogs win sia.... heh.... i tot that match sure boring coz both pairs from same country mah.... haha.... man i was wrong lah... so power sia....
Went for CIP tis morning at some carnival at Darul Ma'wa orphanage(i think its an orphanage)... mended some game stall.... wah... quite fun lah.... though the guys keep saying i never do anything lah.... HAH... but i was in fact sitting at the stall which initially had zero business lah... so wat do u expect? Well wen more ppl came to the stall me and some other Ajcians were mending... still rather slacked lah my job... heh.... But my job is there so it shall stay there lah.... they never come over so why should i go over... heh... haha.... -jokin- well tauhid came over and told us that the game stall i was mending wun work coz its like damn hard lah. There were like 8 small buckets stucked on the floor in a random manner and people must throw those plastic balls into it. Heh.... den tauhid suggested lumping the buckets together to make it slightly easier for ppl.... and that was what tt attracted slightly more ppl. Respect that fella man.... always have the makings of a leader in him lah... (PS: Really wanted to stay on to help out there but got religious class... so cannot.... heh... dun sae i never stay till late coz i go home watch BT k??)... haha..
Gp homework... haha... still got a lot.... heh... but can finish one... Long time never see hock online.... hopefully he find his own articles.. hah.... OK HOCK?? .... anw... my com rosak rosak one! Sometimes can on... sometimes keep hanging b4 i can do anything... must be virus lah.... haha....
....OH! Catched a bit of tennis yesterdae.... SUPER BORING!!!!!!!!!!!! Then tonite dun think watching the mens finals lah... haha.... better do homework... oh.... and the " Incredible Tales" advertisements which keep appearing once in every twenty minutes damn scary one lah.... make me until cannot tahan ...so i go sleep... heh....
I think i go hang out the Indonesian flag instead of the Singapore flag... HAHA... national day coming oso ... heh.... LOL! But dunwan get myself into trouble wif the law..... hees...
Saturday, July 02, 2005
AJMOBLOG
Been popping in and out of IVLE looking for stuff i could like read or do... haha... (or in other words... i got nthg better to do)..
...skali i realised on the login page got this announcement for dunnoe wat AJ Moblog lah... so decided to pop them a visit and i was like..... o_O ?? How in the blue world do i navigate thru the "blog". Well i put blog in "inverted commas" coz no way are they like my blog or any other blogs i read... heh... maybe thats wat the "MO" is for--> "MOre-confusing-kind-of-BLOG"
Haha.... anw... clicked here clicked there like got no purpose liddat man... like sae if i go to Hocks blog, i'd see his entry....then see his tagboard... see his links... those kind of standard things lah.... but wen i go to the moblog..i dun even noe wat to do lah... dunnoe wats the function of it lah... some more in a competition one seh.... haha... den somemore it seems like everyone use cute-cute-oh-so-secretive-name there lah.... wahlao! Whats wrong with using ur own name and write as u please.... heh... hmmm.... haha... okok...i think u'll hv slightly more things that u could say like talk bad about ppl, talk about the gurl or guy u like.... haha! Yah... those kind of extra things.... but.... no fun lah if ur identity u never sae.... like coward liddat sia...
kk.... watched the Aviva open.... and i was like... WTH! How come the chineses keep winning? Give the Danes or the Korean chance lah! Haha... everytime sure China win one.... so predictable.... haha... kk... better not tok much bout it coz i myself dun even noe wen its IN and wen its OUT.... haha.... oh... Wimbledon tonite.... showing it on channel 5 oso.... haha... better go check it out....
did little werk todae except sort out all the loose notes and tutorials i read thru for the mids.... and like cleared up my study table.... and tidied up the room a bit.... I sort of wrote down all the homeworks due for next week -- lotsof GP articles and compo and compre, Maths tutorial(?? Maybe do the later tutorials....) ... den maybe try out recent physics tutorials and then tidy up my Gibbs free energy lecture note... heh.... 3 days (incl. todae) for me to clear up all tis stuff.... will it be yet another last minute thing? Haha....
...hopefully not! =P
Where's Friday?
Hahahaa.... see! Who says i blog everydae? Haha....
Anw, realised i din sae anything abt the physics paper.... so here's a short one lah. Well the MCQs can tahan lah... thx to my last minute doing of the tys. It really helps man coz there are qns lifted rite from the tys! Lucky me..but for the next few sections...hehe... forgot alll my magnetic formulas. NOt forgetting my Quantum physics formulas too....
Den for fridae.... wah sleep till noon lah.... den ate lunch and went for Friday prayers... here's a few things i learnt through sermon..
One who plans should noe that he may not achieve 100% of what he plans for. And that when one do not plan, he is in fact planning to fail. And when one who do not get what he had planned on getting, one should always keep in mind that if he doesnt plan at all, there's no way he can even dream of being successful. And it was also mentioned that one should in fact be very grateful for what he or she has and never to take things for granted coz God can take what u have right now at any instant-- be it ur 5 senses... ur ability to memorise... ur ability to do well in exams... ur "cleverness".... anything that u possess now can be taken away one way or another.... so yah... made me realise there are more impt things in life than just exams.... and what's more impt is that i keep on working-- till i succeed -- and never ever feel like giving up. And no matter wat others sae about my timetable, i must not give up on my habit of planning. Instead, i must seek a solution to plan more effectively...
Been sleeping early and waking up late to make up the hours of sleep i owe myself. Been slacking on Thursdae and yesterdae.... so i guess i better start work later.... after watching tha Aviva open at 2pm on channel5 ... haha... yea... better go have my breakfast now...
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